Hello beautiful ppl. yes i'm alive and i'll try to make something out of this pathetic blog.
soon.
see ya!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Restlessness Kills!
Why do i feel like i've got too much energy and not enough outlet?
i need to run around more
Maybe chase little kids?
Or Play pranks on ppl just for kicks?
God i'm so restless.
i need to run around more
Maybe chase little kids?
Or Play pranks on ppl just for kicks?
God i'm so restless.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Fleeting moments
Life seems to be passing by so fast.
i miss days where i can sit on the roof and read a book.
watch life pass by
without subconsciously thinking of the others things i'm supposed to do
other more "productive" things
It's sad.
how we forget to smell the flowers
or appreciate the little things like a a pretty scenery
Perhaps it's time to change.
To take a second look at everything.
Absorbing the details
For it might not be the same the second time around.
To spend more time with oneself
One's family
One's friends
To blast the music
and dance away
in your underpants
Unaware of your surroundings
just conscious of that warm feeling inside.
To find humour in the smallest things
And see the brighter side of life
Living with a pinch of salt
Perhaps it's time to start.
Before it's all gone.
Before you go.
i miss days where i can sit on the roof and read a book.
watch life pass by
without subconsciously thinking of the others things i'm supposed to do
other more "productive" things
It's sad.
how we forget to smell the flowers
or appreciate the little things like a a pretty scenery
Perhaps it's time to change.
To take a second look at everything.
Absorbing the details
For it might not be the same the second time around.
To spend more time with oneself
One's family
One's friends
To blast the music
and dance away
in your underpants
Unaware of your surroundings
just conscious of that warm feeling inside.
To find humour in the smallest things
And see the brighter side of life
Living with a pinch of salt
Perhaps it's time to start.
Before it's all gone.
Before you go.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
too many problems when there's too little cloth
Last paper tmr. 3 more topics to study. havent touched any. so mentally tired.want to play! feel so sedentary and inactive and restless. need to blow off steam.NEED TO!
I have this pretty dress that goes with quite a few things but i dont think mom will ever approve of the length.
She prolly thinks it's showing too much skin. but it's so nice. and i think i'll find a way to wear it none the less. i mean i know according to religion etc, i'm not suppose to right? but i'm still young so shouldnt this be the point where i try new things and stuff. i mean i dont drink, smoke or do any "bad" stuff which i know many of my peers do. And i can always "repent" afterwards right. so isnt sinning due to not so conservative(according to islamic standards) clothes not that bad? ok i dont want to question religion cause i shouldnt. and i know by doing so i'll be sinning but it'll be on my own "sinning tab". I'll be questioned on my own actions when judgement day comes and only i alone would be answerable to my wrong doings.
Still
it'll be nice not to have so many restrictions(ok there isnt tt many but still) on what i want to wear. And i know mom just wants to protect me by setting "unsaid requirements" on my clothing standards but it's not like i wear indecent clothes. personally most of the things i wear are quite covered up but there are just times where you want to wear something a lil shorter or shows off a bit more back or shoulder. If these occasions are rare, then why not right?
Her normal critics are, "it's so short" (think 3 inches above the knee)or "your whole back is showing". over-exaggerated of course.
But if she'd gone to my games more often, she realise how much shorter my netball skirts/bodysuits are.
so Cant there be some leniency?
She tries to mask her disapproval by using nicer words and phrasing and i appreciate that. But sometimes you just want to break the rules. and besides, dresses are nicer whe they're slightly shorter.
Mom if you ever read this, which i doubt you will cayse you're x10^9000 times worse than i am with computers, just know that i know exactly where you're coming from with the whole covering up issue and i love u and all but this is just something that i'd like a bit freedom in.
Gosh i think i'm getting over my head with this dress.
I have this pretty dress that goes with quite a few things but i dont think mom will ever approve of the length.
She prolly thinks it's showing too much skin. but it's so nice. and i think i'll find a way to wear it none the less. i mean i know according to religion etc, i'm not suppose to right? but i'm still young so shouldnt this be the point where i try new things and stuff. i mean i dont drink, smoke or do any "bad" stuff which i know many of my peers do. And i can always "repent" afterwards right. so isnt sinning due to not so conservative(according to islamic standards) clothes not that bad? ok i dont want to question religion cause i shouldnt. and i know by doing so i'll be sinning but it'll be on my own "sinning tab". I'll be questioned on my own actions when judgement day comes and only i alone would be answerable to my wrong doings.
Still
it'll be nice not to have so many restrictions(ok there isnt tt many but still) on what i want to wear. And i know mom just wants to protect me by setting "unsaid requirements" on my clothing standards but it's not like i wear indecent clothes. personally most of the things i wear are quite covered up but there are just times where you want to wear something a lil shorter or shows off a bit more back or shoulder. If these occasions are rare, then why not right?
Her normal critics are, "it's so short" (think 3 inches above the knee)or "your whole back is showing". over-exaggerated of course.
But if she'd gone to my games more often, she realise how much shorter my netball skirts/bodysuits are.
so Cant there be some leniency?
She tries to mask her disapproval by using nicer words and phrasing and i appreciate that. But sometimes you just want to break the rules. and besides, dresses are nicer whe they're slightly shorter.
Mom if you ever read this, which i doubt you will cayse you're x10^9000 times worse than i am with computers, just know that i know exactly where you're coming from with the whole covering up issue and i love u and all but this is just something that i'd like a bit freedom in.
Gosh i think i'm getting over my head with this dress.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Chasing the blues away
there's going to be a 5th year sports sch anniversary next tue. i'm quite excited for the event considering i'll be meeting up my ever so lovable, awesome and FANTASTIC bunch of friends then.
Caught myself daydreaming on the way to sch again on the things i plan to do after exams like going out and having fun(dont we all?). but then again i cant stop myself from feeling rather pathetic considering my focus right now should be on my papers and not some trivial dress that i plan to buy. sigh. oh well.
need to get birthday presents for bev, sam and kesh(maybe for myself too). And this time i'll pass it to them as soon as possible especially since most of us have a history of giving extremely late birthday presents. time for a change dont you think?
And i think i'm starting to suffer those withdrawal syndrome that kim had when she was in J2. like dressing up in pretty clothes to study at home since we cant go out in them due to exams. it's so so sad but rather amusing all the same. heh
i wonder if it shows that we have some form of obsession?
nah..i dont think so.
Caught myself daydreaming on the way to sch again on the things i plan to do after exams like going out and having fun(dont we all?). but then again i cant stop myself from feeling rather pathetic considering my focus right now should be on my papers and not some trivial dress that i plan to buy. sigh. oh well.
need to get birthday presents for bev, sam and kesh(maybe for myself too). And this time i'll pass it to them as soon as possible especially since most of us have a history of giving extremely late birthday presents. time for a change dont you think?
And i think i'm starting to suffer those withdrawal syndrome that kim had when she was in J2. like dressing up in pretty clothes to study at home since we cant go out in them due to exams. it's so so sad but rather amusing all the same. heh
i wonder if it shows that we have some form of obsession?
nah..i dont think so.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
6 more days till a short break.
Why have i been watching movies and gossip girl episodes when exams are in 1 day? i've yet to complete revision.
dear god, what is wrong with me?
and i feel so cooped up at home for this week though i have been out like twice. enough to get away from the sch work but still.
Anyway,
i've come up with a way to fake a sickie. ok actually i figured this out quite a while ago but only recently decided to share. though this might not work for all.
step 1
load up on chocolate, milo and any rich, sugary and sinful goodness the night before. chips are fine too btw.
step 2
do not drink water!!ok u can but limited amounts only.
step 3
try not to sleep too much the night before.
the effect?
terrible sore throat
headache(may be due to dehydration or just lack of sleep)
and when someone hears or sees you the next day(with those eyebags and croaky voice), they'll give you the line you want to hear.
"Stay home and rest"
and that's exactly what you'll do.
although the effects may vary for different ppl.
works esp well for those who cant take too much heaty stuff though.
happened to me by accident. thought i was sick in the morn but by mid afternoon i was fine as can be.
dear god, what is wrong with me?
and i feel so cooped up at home for this week though i have been out like twice. enough to get away from the sch work but still.
Anyway,
i've come up with a way to fake a sickie. ok actually i figured this out quite a while ago but only recently decided to share. though this might not work for all.
step 1
load up on chocolate, milo and any rich, sugary and sinful goodness the night before. chips are fine too btw.
step 2
do not drink water!!ok u can but limited amounts only.
step 3
try not to sleep too much the night before.
the effect?
terrible sore throat
headache(may be due to dehydration or just lack of sleep)
and when someone hears or sees you the next day(with those eyebags and croaky voice), they'll give you the line you want to hear.
"Stay home and rest"
and that's exactly what you'll do.
although the effects may vary for different ppl.
works esp well for those who cant take too much heaty stuff though.
happened to me by accident. thought i was sick in the morn but by mid afternoon i was fine as can be.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
random thoughts summarised
i love how there's hardly any cars around on a sat morning.
and i think mom should open a restaurant or smtg. her cooking's fantastic. and maybe she could hire bev as the dessert master or wtv they call it since bev has a talent for baking and cooking too. heh
i like how i can create imaginary worlds and situations like this in my head.
and i've found a cure for headaches. Daydreaming.
just call me Dr Su:)
and i think mom should open a restaurant or smtg. her cooking's fantastic. and maybe she could hire bev as the dessert master or wtv they call it since bev has a talent for baking and cooking too. heh
i like how i can create imaginary worlds and situations like this in my head.
and i've found a cure for headaches. Daydreaming.
just call me Dr Su:)
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